tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36399513792441610032011-04-21T12:43:48.281-07:00When one fails to adhere to an accepted code, one becomes an insurgentSubduedInsurgencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14426581237877171153noreply@blogger.comBlogger91100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639951379244161003.post-34627315444677440302009-05-30T20:57:00.000-07:002009-05-30T21:11:26.311-07:00

I haven't written in a while. It's funny how I look back at my blogs, they seem so melodramatic and sad. I only wrote when I was sad and needed an outlet to express my feelings but I want that to change.Now, I'm in a much better place emotionally and physically. The best thing I did was tell her how I felt. I felt amazing immediately afterward. It was hard not having her in my life. But I took

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"Fidelity": Don't Divorce... from Courage Campaign on Vimeo.

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i created a portrait of you that can never be realized. the woman i envisioned you to be never existed. you manipulated my perception of you by only sharing parts of yourself. you're an enigma, giving away portions of your life in stories to others, pieces of a puzzle that can never be put together. no one could ever possibly know all of you.i'm embarrased that i ever imagined i knew you. and

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We're going out tonight and I'm terrified. I love you and I love being in your life but being with you and your new girl makes me just, fall a part in side...my head doesn't know why because my head knows this is the way it should be this is right, you two are perfect for eachother. my head is so happy for you my reasoning tells me you two will be so good together she is beautiful and sweet and

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I'm happy that our friendship has gotten closer but, every time I see you smile when I mention her name my heart breaks a little more.

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From:Br*** Joh****Sorry i havent called. Im no going to chicago this weekend.11:06A Fri Nove21----I was supposed to take this girl out on a date tonight in the city. Ouch.

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So, I have to admit it...I have a crush on Rachel Maddow. In case you do not know who she is her political blog from AirAmerica is http://www.rachelmaddow.com/Normally, I'm not into butch lesbians. But her smile and her hair and her eyes, awe I want her so bad! Never before has watching and hearing about politics been more fun! haha Even though I am a little bit politic, I've never been one to

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let me preface this story by first stating that i don't remember that last time i danced sober. how sad it that? it reminds me of the Sex and the City episode when Carry is dating an alcoholic who had never had sex sober. some activites are just not the same and dancing is one of them.so, this lady called me up on an unventful tuesday while i was cruising the jewel terrain hunting for the items

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damn you lj it's almost 930 and i still have laundry to do before work in the morning. i've gotten in a nasty habit of running late. my sister even commented last weekend when we went out that i've been habitually late recently. i just have so many things running through my head. moving, work, my sister's not well and i'm popping into the chicago gay scene recently. oh friday was i was so bad i

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